♥

2009-11-06T22:16:00.000+07:00

done a tumblr at http://demosandcovers.tumblr.com/ relink okay?
one blog, tow tumblr.
ahaha.
maybe i may not post at darnyou-syakirah again.
maybe hor! hahaha.
and damn, im not gonna to delete this precious blog as i had sweet and bitter memories.
love ah love:(

2009-10-31T17:48:00.003+07:00

hello(:
im off to swimming later.
and im warching numbnuts.
sure funny
bye(;

blog hoping :D

2009-10-30T15:16:00.001+07:00

hello(:

damn, feel like going to tumblr now.

it so oh cool.

i was blog hopping btw(:

browsing, you know.

hee:D

so i went to sofia's, fina's , fidya's tumblr, those who are on tumblr, easy to say are so cool!

really.

then rather blogspot?

cause i see many people arechanging blogspot to TUMBLR!

i can say so it's kindda boring.

-.-

so it's depends on my time for changing it to tumblr.

or shall i make two account?

idk yet, still thinking.

so people, tell me shall i stay or shall i change?

blablabla.

god, i was hoping i might go to IT FAIR tomorrow at EXPO!

dear god, dear god, please please, PLEASE, i hope my parents might go to IT FAIR

as soon as posible!

okay people, peace out(:

i look so good without you~

2009-10-29T21:37:00.002+07:00

hello(:

i may be back to blogger.

hell yeah.

i don't know whether some of you, or anybody that's human who love me,

aha, like real loh you syakirah, would read my blog.

pfft.

*clear throat*

okay, today i never come to school due to my sickness, bloody hell bad bad flu~

so i stay home all the way(:

hee.

and now, i sneaked to play my family laptop.

i know, i may be bad for sneaking playing the laptop and

insisted not to shut down the laptop if im being scolded by my family

esp my sister and mother.

urgh.

and im happy for my own self :D~

cause I MIGHT GET MY OWN NOTEBOOK!

but i don;t know when-.-

pffft.

I'm happy, I'm happy, I'M HAPPY BABY~!

hee(:

and for you guys, im totally fine now, no more bad flu, just a slight flu.

syukuralhamdullilah(:

so I'll be going to school tomorrow!

but still, my body is weak.

urgh-.-

and people, i want to put on more weight!

not height!

urgh.

i know, i may be the opposite and weird, but yeah.

i don't want to be skinny like hell as i was getting taller now.

and did not put on weight.

it kept on the same weight on the scale.

44-45 kg.

damn-.-

so okay then,

i got to go(:

GOODBYE :D

i might update tomorrow again.

i look so good

2009-10-28T09:17:00.001+07:00

hello(:
long time i never update cause im lazy.
i might not update, due to my mood.
uhhhh.
yesterday i chatted with him.
hoho, i miss chatting with him loh.
long time sia nvr chat with him thru msn.
take about months!
hee(:
uhhhhhhh, mommy's tummy getting bigger~
wee~
till here then!
bye(:

2009-10-07T20:01:00.003+07:00

and i love my blog song damn much!

hee(:

damndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndam
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let me out of the darkness side

2009-10-07T18:14:00.000+07:00

hello(:
exams are okay.
for me math more easy then english writing-.-
it's very complicating loh.
and yah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HARIZ!
may all your wish come true aites?
and i hope you like the present i gave you.
hee.
okay, im bored, all alone at home-.-
gosh.
so till here then, bye(:

chase coy(:

2009-10-06T18:41:00.002+07:00

i love chase coy!

do you fitri?

hahahaha.

damn handsome ehh?

You're my shooting star, don't fade away

2009-10-06T18:18:00.000+07:00

damn.
bored at home.
with tipical tuesday night.
ahhhh.
tomorrow exam!
and i still havent even started flipping the books yet.
gosh.
kay till here then, bye(:

what am i feeling today towards you, miss, love, in need, confused and still lingering what had happen, bored, angry~

cause i miss you

2009-10-04T20:18:00.000+07:00

hello.
FCUK DAMNIT-.-
i can't simply stop thinking of you lah.
shitdamnit.
how i wish i could be with you back.
but it's impossible.
haii.
i really miss you very much now.
do you miss me?
do you still have the feeling(love) towards me?
cause i am.
gahhhhhh.
i don't want us to lost contact but, haii.
but you?
i don't know that.
it's really hard for me to move on although i tried alot of ways/things.
haiiiii

it still remain here

2009-10-01T13:13:00.000+07:00

hello(:
hee.
body starts to itch.
damn.
kay, just now, malay teacher talked about hari kiamat, the end of world.
it's kindda scary but we still need to take the fact that we gonna die in one day.
i'm ready to die now cause i dont want my sins to to more and more.
haha.
kay, whatever.
yesterday i had so much fun outing with diyanah, hariz, hisbullah, khairul, khairil, sofia, iffah and her friend.
hee.
out for raya dehh.
then on fri, i mean tmrw, i'll go outing with class for raya.
damn, it sure many people and houses we'll go.
ahhhhhh, kay till here then, goodbye(:

your're a part time lover and a full time friend, the monkey on your back is ure littlest friend, i dont see what anyone can see, anyone else, but you~ do you remember this song? haii~

it's sure great.

2009-09-30T11:32:00.000+07:00

hello(:
i know, people will critizise about my hair.
magkuk, mushroom, hui xin, zoey tay, helmet.
have more?
hahaha.
i dont care lah
but some say its nice.
idk whether its nice or not.
pfffft.
okay then, till here.
bye(:

what goes around, come around.

yeah, its reflect back to me. thanks-.-

2009-09-29T21:10:00.000+07:00

new hair.

amacam?

haha

mangkuk girl

2009-09-29T20:31:00.000+07:00

hello(:
i cut my hair, macam mangkuk-.-
sis say i looked like zoey tay.
i was like, whatever.
muahahaha.
i know its funny, and surely people gonna critisize me about my hair, make fun of it.
but i dont mind.
its my hair.
and holiday is coming and my hair sure grow back right?
although i dont like my hair 100%, but still i gonna take the fact that "hey, its my hair, not yours".
haha.
ums, i cut my hair cause i want to move on with my life.
i tried so hard kay to move on?
but it take time quite for long time uhh.
kay, last two day stright, i kept on dreaming of him.
and hello, how am i surppose to move on if like that?
try my hard to forget about him, but that bloody dream kept on thinking of him.
started to miss him uhh.
damn.
i hate it so much.
okok, syakirah, stop it kay?
move on lah.
sheesh.
i frequently sick and im tired of it.
with the bad headache and asthma its getting worse, i feel like im dying.
gahhhh.
im not a strong enough to be sick.
haii.
till here then, goodbye(:

Y D A E R L A R E V O, figure it.

2009-09-27T18:10:00.002+07:00

hello(:
jus finished bathing deh.
i sneak to play sister laptop XP
okayokay.
i can't sleep the whole night, i tried really hard but simply, i can't.
i really hope today i could sleep well
*cross finger*
cause im sick and tired of thinking too much about my future.
tomorrow im schling, damn.
next 2 week, exam, more damn.
and i hope time really flies very fast
*cross finger*
so till here then, goodbye(:

ouhyah, thankyou very much for telling the truth.

appreciate it so much deh.

2009-09-25T15:35:00.003+07:00

okayokay, another post.

im sitting beside thea and syaff.

we're in comp lab, cca uh.

guessed what?

we're at youtube & we are listening to HINDI SONGS!

shah rukh khan !! we keep on laughing as the lyrics are FUNNY to pronounce

so now its PRETTY WOMAN (KAL HO NA HO)

till here, GOODBYE (:

i know it's sickening, right?

2009-09-25T15:14:00.003+07:00

yesterday is really a bad day uhh.
serious.
pfft.
how i wish it could settled asap, please?
i don't think it havent settled yet right?
oh yah, i got wrote a letter for you but i don't know whether i want to give it to you.
but i don't know if you'll be reading this ahh.
haii.
yesterday, sister really brighten up my day.
with her word, she makes me stronger.
but its quite saddening when she said that....
uh, i don't want to say the phrase.
really saddening.
till here, bye.

for you

2009-09-24T11:31:00.000+07:00

Lullaby

You can rest easy tonight

Everything is going to be alright,

I promise.

Go to sleep and dream of my tonight;

Everything may not be perfect,

But at least we tried.

So tonight,Sweet dream and sleep tight.

I've been trying so hard,

Can't get you out of my mind.

And if this is how it has to be,

Just promise you won't forget me,

And I'll leave you with this lullaby

Tonight.

I know that this hurts you,

It hurts me, too.

I wish there was something I could do

To make this easier for you.

Sometimes it's tough,

Too soon to call it love,

But I wanted to, yeah,I wanted to.

But it's too late now to say

All the wonderful things that I thought of you.

So tonight,Sweet dreams and sleep tight.

I've been trying so hard,

Can't get you out of my mind.

And if this is how it has to be,

Just promise you won't forget me,

And I'll leave you with this lullaby

Tonight.

2009-09-22T21:53:00.003+07:00

hazri and baby aii, cuteeeeee kan? haha(:

cause it's love

2009-09-22T21:30:00.005+07:00

hello!
sch was quite fun forgiving with my friends.
and i had so much laughing with my sweeties lah.
hahaha.
and yah, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO THEA STRINGINI XD!
birthday present?
hmmm might get later(:
hee.
and to FAREEZ too, my childhood friend(:

(ignore my face, okay?-.-)

okayokay, now, im webcam-ing wtih HARIZ!
yeah, fun uhh webcam with him
lots of laughter with no voice.
hahaha.
hmm, his adek was supa hyper and fun lah.
hahaha.
hmm, im speechless.
idk what to say anymore.
so till here then, goodbye :D
hariz, you are so LAME tau!
hahaha.
XP

good that you know how i feel now

2009-09-16T09:37:00.002+07:00

hello(:
firstly i want to say is; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAHIRA!
yeah, youre my greatest closest friend i evar had.
i had so much time laughing with you all the time!
hope youre dreams cme true aites?
LOVE YA!♥

okay, im satisfied now.
i let all my feelings with him.
same goes to him too.
fuhh, and this sunday, its our 4th monthsary~
and he's the longest one lah.
hahaha.
-.-
ahh, yowkay then, bye(:

if you go around, then i'm going down

2009-09-11T15:35:00.003+07:00

sheesh, i haven't do my homework yet!
i really have no time for homework now, only fri, that is right now! and sunday that i'll be free.
urghhh.
so tomorrow i'll be having CIP to chinatown-.-
okay, i'm addited to sundresses and sweater vest by morgan laurance.
it sure nice!
so i end here, bye!
(note; below here is not the lyrics)

it's late night, and i can't sleep.
so i'm sitting at my room writing this for you.
i want to know how do you love me now
cause you acting weird and i feel tingly now.
do you miss me, do you missed my voice?
cause i do and been looking at your picture
every time i miss you.
where's the love, where's the laughter?
did someone took it or you had it with someone else?
damn, negative feeling started playing on my mind.
how i wish we could spent more time together
listened to your favorite songs
and dancing with the beat.
please don't keep any secrets with me,
let it out, let me know,
maybe we could make our love story end's
with a happy ending.

2009-09-10T21:29:00.002+07:00

40 Secrets about yourself.
Be honest no matter what.

1. Have you ever been asked out?
>duh'uh

2. Where is your default picture taken?
>home, i guessed?

3. What's your middle name?
> Atiqah

4. Your current relationship status?
> in a realationship

5. Does your crush like you back?
> sorry, i don't have a crush

6. What is your current mood?
> bored, sad, stress?

7. What color of underwear are you wearing?
> ugh, let me check, orange :P

8. What color shirt are you wearing?
> orange too

9. Missing something?
> yes, veryvery much of missing someone :(

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
> back to sec 1. and study very harddddddd till now

11. If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
> hmmmm. a cat, nono, hamster, nonono, a horse? ahh, i simply don't know-.-

12. Ever had a near death experience?
> yeap, since i was in my mother's womb.

13. Something you do a lot?
> MUSIC, mostly, mp3(:

14. The song stuck in your head?
> sundresses and sweater vest- morgan laurance

15. From whom did you copy and paste this?
> MOHAMED HARIZ( did i spell it right?)

16. Name someone with the same birthday as YOU:
> no one?

17. When was the last time you cried?
> last week ;(

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
> yes, at BATAM-.-

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
> fly, invisible, read people mind, rewind and fast forward to the past and future

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
> urgh, kind? many loh

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?
> i don't like starbuck, i'll prefer cafe galilee(:

22. What's your biggest secret?
> secret? hmmm. i have non.

23. Favorite color?
> sky blue, yellow, light green, light pink, bright colour lah!

24. Do you still watch Kiddie shows?
> naw, only for sometimes just to keep hazri acommpany him.

25. What is a line from one of your favorite songs?
> can't think of one.

26. What are you ?
> A Human Being.

27. Do you speak any other language?
> malay, english, chinese, boyanese

28. What's your favorite smell?
> dove shampoo

29. Describe your life in one word:
>

30. What is one thing you would like to learn how to do?
> guitar.

31. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
> Nope.

32. What are you thinking about right now?
> play comp for 2 hours!

33. What should you be doing?
> hearing to songs

34. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
> i dont know

35. How often do you talk to God?
> everyday?
36. Do you like working in the yard?
> not really

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
> i dont know whh? i love my name :D

38. Do you act differently around the person you like?
> yup.

39. What is your natural hair color?
> Black, sometimes brown.

40. What is your most memorable moment?
> 3 month with him (:

Tag 9 ppl;

In no particular order; I anyhow pick.

anyone will do.

hands clapping, earth shaking, heart breaking

2009-09-08T17:19:00.005+07:00

hellohello!
damn, this week i gonna be supa dupa busy with chores!
it's sure tiring-.-
and finally, tomorrow i'll be going to geylang with my family.
and luckily, there's a lorry for us to go there BUT one thing, it's sooo difficult to find parking-.-
baby ai is soooo cry baby nowadays.
very manja you know!
hahaha.
she's getting cute and chubby but still she is tiny.
no babats!
hahaha.
you should see her one day.
(:
and last thing, i satisfied with my mp3 songs!
yowkay, till here, goodbye!

hari raya countdown, 12 more days to go~
by the way, watched this!
it's so funny!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PiPPAJuKBg
there's still loads more and you go watch it lah.

bye! ouh, i simply love pouts(:

im invisible

2009-09-04T14:48:00.003+07:00

yesterday.

i had a lot of laughter with my sweeties(:

hell yeah, they are kaki gereks.

hahaha.

thea told something funny yesterday.

it's sure LOL.

hahahaha XD
yeah, same goes to me too!

should not tell you ahh, later kukumalu~

hee.

yeah, they really cheer me up when im feeling down(:

loveya♥

today.

it sure sucked up.

you know why?

i cried-.-

cried of something.

well, it quite saddening.

haii.

although i'm sad, me, myself can make my ownself laugh.

hahaha.

it's weird huh?

haha.

and now, im sitting beside THEAAA~

cca uhh, very bo-ooh-ring.

can't wait to go home sweet home ahh.

ouhyah, i read my old old old old blog.

it sure funny and loads of memories.

2007, haii.

i miss the momories and 2007 is the greatest year evar cause

i still remember when i'm with thea, syaff, aqilah, satria, and loads more.

hahaha.

now, this year, 2009, it's sometimes sweet and sour.

now im having sweet plus sour.

haii.

i want everything to be sweet.

but it impossible, right?

till here, goodbye.

no good, no good, we are no good.

damnit

2009-09-02T09:45:00.002+07:00

ayy, seems like everyone been moving to ONSUGAR, tumbr, livejournal and soo on.
ouh, what the heck?
should i changed too, people?
depend on my time.
pffft-.-
okay, now im back to fasting :D
from now on, i want to fast till the end of puasa.
hope i can, with my niat and iman to be strong.
till here, goodbye.

why?

2009-08-31T17:58:00.003+07:00

it seems to see that my blog is dead.
cause my comp is damn lagged and don't want to switch on-.-
i think my comp is merajuk!
hahaha.
okay, whatever.
ahh, sch kindda sucked.
and i got chance to see hariz, nizham, bobo and all graduated people, easy to say!
i tell you ehh that many ppl are getting hotter, esp bobo.
hahahhaha.
god, flashback, woahh.
ahh, should stop it now.
haa.
sigh, it sooo fucked up to have a life like this.
can i make it over?
should i?
cause i can't bear with it anymore.
to be patient all the time.
sigh, if you know how i feel now.
okay, im done.
nxt post, got a long way to go ehh?
hahaha.

2009-08-21T20:03:00.002+07:00

ok shudup, i know my post like what the shit?
hahaha.
perasan eh syakirah?
mmg pun!
ok, im talking to myself-.-
guessed what?
i share same height as khairi, 162 tall.
cool or what?
pffft.
hee, imissyoubby!
happy fasting people(:

understooded?

2009-08-21T18:05:00.004+07:00

NOTE FOR PEOPLE WHO KEEP ON CALLING ME SYAK;

people, i dont like when you guy calling me syak.
serious.
i have a beautiful name that my parents named it SYAKIRAH,
so just call me SYAKIRAH.
cause what my mummy said that syak have no meaning in malay name but SYAKIRAH, there's a meaning.
atiqah is not allowed cause its only prefered my my family.
but if you kept wanting to call me SYAK, your pasal lah.
cause too many people called me that.
if any named you want to called, like cicak kobeng or what so eber, i don't mind
unless it's not harsh suda.
heh heh heh.
pfft-.-
there's a free show at my house!
gosh, like bollywood seh.
if i have a popcorn at my hand, more better.
haahaa-.-
dumber, dumber, why you are so dumber?
ok, i know, i am dumbest-.-
pfffft.
isnt it fast tmrw fasting?
gosh, i think i need wake up sahur!

20may2009♥

2009-08-20T16:06:00.005+07:00

Bby, happy 3 monthsary~ Thanks for the blue rose just now.
it was so sweet(:
and 1st time guy give me rose deh(:
but one thing, i don't know how to take care of flowers uhh-.- nvm, i'll try.
hee.
next target, 4 monthsary!
now matter what happen,
i will still stick with my one and only, bby! heee.
i love you so much dehh~

fated to love you

2009-08-18T16:54:00.002+07:00

it's hard for me to express my feeling deep inside of my heart.
only shahira knew it.
know how much i feel, how much i suffer towards myself.
sigh, idk, i felt differernt nowadays.
too emotional, too sensitive!
haii.
last common test is coming, i'm scared it might affect my test.
sighhhh.
till here.
'do you know how much i feel towards you now?'

don't let it be repeated again and again

2009-08-14T20:12:00.005+07:00

i miss my longlong hair:(
damn.

people, got to love my blogskin.
cause i love mah, hee.

today sucha a emotional day.
many people cried today.
mostly, about friendship.
haiyaaaa, i pity to thea, she don't know which side she might go.
i don't mind if she went back to syaff, cause they been friends since pri 5.
i know, its hard for thea to forget about them cause she really cared about them.
its hard for syaff too!
i really don't understand friendship nowadays.
haii.
im confused which one should i choose.
both are nice, understanding and so much more.
but i dont want one to get alone, jealous all that.
it's really difficult choice for me to choose now.
but i really love both of them much.
it's a tough decision to make.
ouh yah, a bigbig thanks to thea and omar cause they helped me about something.
apreciate it so much deh!
hahaha.
i can't stop looking at your face, it kept playing on my mind. cause you too handsome or cute, i guessed?
hahaha, ok, LAUGH OUT LOUD EHH! but serious sio.
till here♥

tmrw eat alot of sugar, i surpose?

2009-08-10T21:14:00.002+07:00

im satisfied, fuhh
satisfied with alot of songs inside my mp4.
thanks to bby, hariz, nizham :D
ok, bby is sooooo lame.
with his lame jokes still can make me laugh!
hahaha.
eg 1: what did Batman say to Robin before they get in the car?
ans: ROBIN! get in the car!
isn't it lame?
but there still more uhh.
but lazy to type.
hee.
tmrw test.
wish me good luck
bye(:

sniffsniff

2009-08-08T15:32:00.003+07:00

BABY AI SUPADUPA CUTEEEEEE(:

happy advance birthday to SINGAPORE(:

ahh, stupid flu-.-
sniffsniff.
yesterday, had a lot of fun at the stage XD
i look very retarded with my two buns and red packet cheong sum and also the shoe nike box-.-
LOLOL!
sniffsniff
well, i reallllllllllllly miss baby alot you know!
haii.
sniffsniff.
FASTING IS THIS MONTH, SO FAST, SO FAST.
till here.
bubye, baby ai here i come!(:
sniffsniff.
flu, stop it ehh, i repeat stop it, very irritating you know!

2009-08-03T21:04:00.002+07:00

sorry bout my harsh word at my previous post.
i really didnt meant to.
too angry, too tense up with !!!
haii, just forget about it.
im feel so sad towards my mum.
sigh.
god, please let him realise his mistake towards us.
i would like him to have a new life if he really2 changed.
i don't want him to bother our life again.
he didnt know, although im her sister, im still care about him.
but he didnt realise it.
i let his life decide, i had no words to say to him anymore.
let him be by his own.

life is so screwed up by you

2009-08-03T20:29:00.002+07:00

you know what, since dulu lah ehh i dont treat you as my !!!!!!!
you sucha stupid moron and making people life like shit.
you hate me?!
fine uh, i hate you even more!
ure really stupid, do you know that?
i hate you till the end of my life lah ehh!
shit, i cant contol my anger now!
C.B btl!
you scold me, you beat me, i just let in, just be patient all the time.
just tiny problem, da start kau punyer gile babi!
haiyaaaa, why much this come in to my life?
do you know its really sickening?
just fcuk off from my life.

sigh do you know how much i feel now?
very sad.
the msg i sent to you, i let it all out to you but in the end you msg me like, I'M A ?????
tk de hati perut langsung.
sigh, no mood in everything now.
my health becoming more and more weak.
i've been skipping meal all the time.
just with that stupid !!!!!!!!!!
haiiii.

easier to lie

2009-07-31T18:42:00.005+07:00

sigh, i dont understand my life.
pffft.
my life is getting tougher now.
why am i always have to be like this all the time?
it's really irritated me alot.
trying to ruin my life now.
sigh.

well, had fun with syaf and thea at lighthouse.
don't forget, SASH AND AINI TOO!
hee(:
sheesh, tomorrow i go library-.-
well, goodbye loves♥
and i miss bby:(

Change me

2009-07-29T09:23:00.002+07:00

well, now, i would like to forgive and forget with people.
im sorry sofia, im sorry basirah for my bad attitude towards you'all.
forgive me alright?
i really wanted to change myself now.
i want to become more good, more better, for my ownself.
that is a must!
hee(:
im done with my assignment at comp lab.
fuhh~
sitting beside KETAT now.
she wanted to buy new watch at jessqing blogshop.
one foe her, one for me.
how nice is she huh?
hee(:
guessed what, i'm into book already~
pfft.
i finished reading malay novel by 3-4 days, imagine that.
never in my whole life reading and addicted with book!
hee(:
well, im done:D

with all my love for you♥

2009-07-24T13:01:00.003+07:00

all i ever wanted to say is HAPPY ADVANCE 16TH BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD KHAIRI BIN SAHARRUDIN, my one and only love♥(: may all ure wishes come true. about the present that i gave you, i hope you like it. just accept it although you dont like it. no matter what you dont like it or you like it, just accept it okay? and i really love you soooooo much bby(: enjoy your wonderfull birthday(: muah!

okay, now i sitting beside basbby and ketat! haha! they very annoying and irritating but still, i love them sooo much but MY BOYFRIEND MORE! hahahaha! im at sch library lahhhh! heee(: okay, i gtg to go. basbaby want to use. hee(: and i am soooooooo happy today cus basbby and ketat make me laugh and smile :D

Pictures or you, Pictures of me♥

2009-07-23T15:08:00.004+07:00

LOL-lots of loves♥
(credits to fina. ok i was shy taking pictures of him. i was being force to take picture of him-.- try not to be shy nxt time! and im trying right now okay!!! *heh. peace*)

Focus on PINK♥

blow wind blow

2009-07-23T14:11:00.002+07:00

mc for two day is really sickening and bored.
how i wish to become a very healthy girl so that i would not be sick.
teachers' been calling me whether i have fever or not.
now i know teacher really cared about their own student.
haha!
and now, im eating waffle crips while im surfing the net.
isnt that cool or just being stupid for multi tasking?
pffft, put this aside.
i missed my class test, i missed taking class picture.
cus of this stupid cough and flu that i missed everything at sch.
sighhh.
gosh, i cant breath properly, should i go to doctor?
nah, very troublesome.
in few mins time i would be just fine.
dont you worry(:

being scarsm is so much fun at times

2009-07-16T19:16:00.002+07:00

shitdamnit.
are you got to be kidding me?
yes you are and i laughed liek hell(being scarsm)
i hate today, i repeat eh, i hate today.
it's like whatthehell?
once my problem is already solved on last two days, another problem just popped up yesterday and today.
and i really pissed off with sissy, urgh-.-
should i do my blog private or making a new private blog?
i should decide later.
ok, i dont want to post what happened today.
if you already know what happened, just shut up, if you wanna know, tell me or just shut up.
just that i pissed off, angry, sad, being cheated, being scarsm and so on.
shitdamnit.

just came back home.
lepak with nyeinyei, atikah, shahira is very fun.
i just get to know nyeinyei, all i can that she's pretty, fun to get along, friendly, sweet and so much more.
i thought that she was arrogant, but no, very friendly.
hee(:
and i miss bby so much.
peace and love♥(:

xoxo;
syakirah atiqah

2009-07-14T18:32:00.002+07:00

today uhh, sch ok arr.
only math, haiya, boring liao
every time math, surely ah, i flat lehh.
tk leh angkat!
after sch orr, me and syaff went to admiralty place.
take ic photo mahh?
money burn $6 you know!
ayiaaaa, i wan to save money but burn liao.
but ahh, very fun hang out with syaff and bass baby.
ahaha.
oh yah, hows my singlish?
perfect kann?
i know lahh!
ayiaaa, i got to go lehh, byebye ahh!

'i know, today post is very shit cus i have nothing to do. i have two reasons, one, i dont know what to post and the second reasons is im bored=.= baby asked me not to post somemore and be like him, a very lazy blogger. pffft. i dont wan eventhough i seldom post. hee, bye(:

letting it out

2009-07-07T19:49:00.004+07:00

im just letting out all my feelings now, haa, im not emo, okay? im still syakirah atiqah, the happy go lucky girl(: hoh.

i hate it;
i hate it when i have this weird feelings.
i hate it when i started to think negatively.
i hate it when loves start to fade.
i hate it when i'm speechless.
i hate it when i'm shy towards baby.
i hate it when i gossip.
i hate it when i started to lied.
i hate it when i get scolded by family.
i hate it when i saw my F WORD brother face.
i hate it when my F WORD brother is at home.
i hate it when i'm facing problems.
i hate it when people's fight.
i hate it when i'm sad, angry, mood swing.
i hate it when boy's having a crush on me while im attched.
i hate it when typical mats and minahs staring at me up and down.
i hate it when people talking behind me.
it just being hatred.

but i love when all my love's one being around me(:
they make's me smile, happy, laugh all the time.
xoxo; syakirah atiqah

2009-07-02T17:15:00.003+07:00

lesson, as per normal, quite fun(:
after sch, it raining heavily so i gotta sty inside sch-.-
pfffft.
slacked with popiah, shahira and atikah is so much fun!
i laugh like hell with them just now!
hahaha.
well, baby finished his prelim oral then off to home sweet home.
btw, ashnul is soo funny!
and very friendly too!
andand i just got to know they khairi and ashnul is a gay since pri 4!
hahaha!
video cam with thea is like pffft.
she and syaff laugh at me cus my face funny-.-
and says that i kept on smiling and laughing
darnit-.-
well, im done.
so long!

ahhh chooo!

2009-06-26T14:51:00.002+07:00

ahhh, i think im gonna be sick
shitdamnit!
bye loves!

no, its not faded yet

2009-06-25T21:15:00.003+07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY(:
HOPE ALL URE WISH CAME TRUE
PLEASE, DUN BE STRESS OUT TOO MUCH.
I LOVE YOU MUMMY, but i dont know how to express my love to you.
haii.

went out with POPIAH bff!
hohoh, it is so much fun!
went to time zone, play guitar hero three times!
hehehh.
then car racing, shooting game, woahh.
took neo prints, well, today is my bestest day yaww!
currently, chatting with baby and ziki.
nxt week, sch reopen, AT LAST!

haii.
my heart doesnt feel sooo good.
why is this so?

misses

2009-06-20T12:44:00.003+07:00

ahhh, time flies by so fast.
its my one monthsary with baby now.
i cant be with him cus he went to malaka then off to kl.
i really miss him so much.
nxt target is, 2nd monthsary(:
im bored.
cnnt msg him.
pfft.
currently chatting with hariz and qass.
fun lah chat with them but more fun chat with my baby.
haii.
okok, i miss POPIAH SO MUCH!
her clumsiness, jokes and so much more.
haii.
ok, im done!
boss is out!

blingbling~!

2009-06-08T13:46:00.003+07:00

hello(:
firstly i want to wish happy birthday to SITI KHATIJAH BTE BAKRI!
her very own sweet 15th birthday.
well hope ure wish came true(:
love ya.
yesterday yesterday is supa fun, i told you.
heh.
just one thing, i couldnt have enough time to sleep.
i kept toss and turn all the time!
and guessed what, i sleep at bench, wth?
how painful my back is!
urgh.
i only slept for 1 hour like that!
fcukit man _l_!
but its really fun hang out with tikus and popiah.
hahaha!
i saw sunrise it was supa nice.
it rise every second.
i was like woah~
ok, stp it.
played water splashing and swinging is so much fun!
then i off to home sweet home.
i am so restless and tired.
haii, i really want baby to come but he off to melaka.
sis been asking where's him, where's him?
pfffft-.-
and guessed what?
someone call me taylor swift!
pffffffft!
well, there's something behind the scene that people called me taylor swift.
fuckit-.-
ok, im done.
bye!

sucha busy day today~!

2009-06-05T21:10:00.003+07:00

let me recap what i did today.

at 3+, im meeting baby cus i want to release my very own turtle.
haii.
im starting to miss them already.
headed to cwp, and bump sister.
oh god, lucky theres ntg happen.
well, baby said that he had this feelings that he saw my sister.
then in the end, its real.
pffft.
go timezone=.=
he sent me home, off to home sweet home.
i miss baby now, haii.
then at night, i went to cwp again, ntuc.
pffft, buy chicken for tmrw.
im very busy lehhh.
then off to home again.
then go down bck, took my cousins at my estate there.
haii.
and now, im very tired.
and i gtg already cus need to entertain my very own cousin cus my sis said so.
wth?
haiya.
and been waiting for baby to do his journal!
haha, love to force him do!
sorry hor baby, i ♥ you!
heh.
ok, gtg, BYE SWEETIES!

if you know how much i really in♥ed with you

2009-06-02T15:05:00.003+07:00

i miss baby so much!!
haa~
hope this Saturday gonna be fun birthday party~!
well, my second sis 21 birthday.
try to asked some friends to follow uh cus mum and sis said soo.
haii.
ntg to post for today~!
goodbye, take care!
have a very good holiday!
PEOPLE im sorry if there are some error with my blog song.
sorry orr~!

2009-06-01T13:47:00.004+07:00

as you can see the cat above, is supa cute!
it was playing with the balloon and we took the pic!
and the cat is photogenic, it looked at the camera!
haha.
ok stp it.
yesterday i went to sis work.
supa bored.
pffft.
after her worked is done, we headed to novena square to find her bday cake.
we go all around the novena square, velo city to find her cake.
at last, we went to cwp(as you can see, MY FAMILY IS A CWP FACE! they like to go sia. this week, go cwp, cwp, CWP! no other place hah?) buy cake at jack's place.
fuhh~!
tiring.
guessed what!
headed to timezone play gutar hero!
i played twice!
feel like playing it again.
haha.
off to home sweet home.

well, baby, i really miss you so much. much then i tot. ure the one i've been waiting for. i hope there's nothing we could fight over our relationship or even a little tiny problem tht we make it soo big. *cross finger* well, i still want to know you better, i want to know everything about you. baby, ilysm.

2009-06-01T13:30:00.003+07:00

PICTURES(sorry, its not in order)

2009-05-30T16:27:00.003+07:00

thursday; 28 may 2009

went out with popiah, shahira and khairi~! catch a movie, NIGHT AT MUSEUM 2! well, the movie is quite okay arr but still i prefer NIGHT AT MUSEUM part one. err, after finished watching NAM2, headed to timezone-.- pfffffft. being foce to play shooting game by thm. urgh. but actually its fun! hahaha. popiah took my pic with khairi and i didn't even noticed it. pffffft. well, i have no time to have fun with them cus i need to come home sent my dad's thing. damnit. he sent me home and off to home sweet home. well i hope ure art finished soon okay baby? dont be too stressed out yea? ilysm baby~!

yesterday; 29 may 2009

i went to cwp again, watched monster vs alien with fam. girl's day out with one xtra boy, hazri. well, its was much better then NAT2 actually. i had fun laughing my guts out! hahaha. thn off to timezone again(wth, same like yesterday, pfffffft!) play guitar hero! oh god, oh god, i swear, its fun! i play with my sis and we already addicted to it. i want to but guitar hero nds please?! after that, we're off to home sweet home. watched my sis play the sims 3 and woah, so fun sia. much more realistic and interesting! then off to wonderland. well, i really pity with my very own mother. i lend my ears to her. she let out all her feeling to me. i was so sad after i heard it. i hold my tears as i dont want my mum to see. i can see she really depressed. its all because off that fucking moron. he really sickening. just go to hell.

today; 30 may 2009

stay home. bored, ntg to do. urghhh. chatting with hariz now and still bored. ayia~! holiday supa the suck. grrrr. signing off!

2009-05-25T19:22:00.002+07:00

i am so damn tired for cheer uhh.
what to do~
sigh.
i love my classmate's now.
they want to participate and that's good:D
and i can't wait tmrw babyyyyy~!
surely im gonna have fun!
gonna shout out loud tmrw.
whooo hoo!
ok, whatdafuck?
i love yesterday!
shopping mah.
hohoho
thanks to my 2nd sister.

oiii, popiah!, kasi lah semua org tau yg cicak kobeng tuu~!
ayia!
you ah, before i smack down you then you know!
pfffffft!

2009-05-24T12:00:00.002+07:00

hello sweeties.
hellya, im at 2nd sis 's work today.
bored, nothing to do.
first, i was reading twilight book.
getting bored, instead playing nds, lego batman.
getting more bored, i took picture of myself.
getting even more bored, sis offer me to play internet!
haha.
no more bored again lah.
yeeehooo!

today is my 1st sister bday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
her 22nd birthday.
yesterday, we went to SSC, eat/celebrate at fish and chick.
supa nice, i ate breaded fish and chip!
well, there are some drama's at there.
pfffft.
another next two week, gonna be my 2nd sister bday.
ayia~

sof, when you wanna catched a movie? night at museum 2 is out! on thursday? friday? you choose uh~! anything call me.heh. love ya, popia! and dont call me __ca_ k _b__g! well, you know what. figue out yourself, poeple. TSK!

well, baby, good luck for your exam! hope you pass deh, well, ♥ you~

2009-05-22T09:13:00.005+07:00

i feel so restless.
restless for all this thing.
cheer, family, friend, life.
sigh.
please, i dont want this to happened again.
im so sick and tired!
"i really hate's you, not only me, even your love's one do. i don't want to treat you as my _______. you make your love one's life miserable. no one believe you anymore. you just suck, suck to core. meyusahkan hidup aje. sigh. getting bad to worse, man, getting bad to worse. just fcuk off!"

"please, get a life, i just dont like being arnd with you. you just suck and i dont want it to happen to me what you have done to me before. you dont have a ______, you come bck to me. please, stp bothering my life, i just hate it!"
i know, today my post is a bit moody but it's okay people, im okay with all my love one! they cheer me up, brighten my day, make me laugh and smile: D. idk if they are not around, waht will i be?
haa.

" i'm really really in love with you so much, baby~ ♥"

2009-05-13T17:58:00.002+07:00

25 random about me!

1. im in♥ed.
2. ima habit girl who like to crack my hand, cannot stp uh~!
3. i do not wear make up. only for some occasion.
4. imm cold, sitting beside the fan. *brrr
5. i used to be a tomboy=.=
6. my hair is naturally stright.
7. i want to be a photographer!
8. i love to sing when im bored.
9. i write, i doodle whenever im angry, inlove, sad.
10. i cannot save money, now piggy bank finished-.-
11. i'm quite a shy girl, hahaha.
12. i really hate my brother alot, seriously speaking, he sucked-.-
13. been reading twilight book.
14. i can't wait for my birthday.
15. i can't wait for hari raya.
16. i am so lazy bump.
17. actually, my birthday falls on august.
18. i just send msg to piggy and sofia.
19. i just fart! haahahaha.
20. 30 min ltr, im off to tution.
21. in my bed, i have only one teddy bear.
22. im afraid of puppets actually.
23. im also afraid of insects and stage.
24. im cant think anymore.
25. ok, im gtg, bye!

you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,she,him,they,we, a la lal al!

2009-05-13T15:33:00.002+07:00

Since the first time I met you,
I couldn't seem to forget you.
And lately I seem to find,
That you're always on my mind.
I feel so happy around you,
And I thank God that I found you.

At first I thought of you as a really good friend,
But I realized that my feelings there didn't end.
I was so afraid to tell you,
Cos I didnt know what you do.
Then I heard that you felt the same way,
And those words were so easy to say.

Oh, when I see you smile,
It makes my life worth while.
And since the very start, You have been in my heart.
When my lifes skies are dark and gray,
You chase all those storm clouds away.

I've never felt this way before,
And honestly that is for sure.
I'm so glad that we did meet,
For now my life is complete.
You're what they meant,
By heaven sent.

2009-05-05T19:15:00.004+07:00

why me?
all me?
accuse me anyhow.
pleaselah, you don't know anything don't anyhow tembak.
tmrw exam, and im scared.
im in need and im not ready, though.
can i rewind back my time, god?
*sigh hardly.

2009-04-29T20:14:00.002+07:00

ouh, hello.
i can't get rid of him in my mind.
help me.

2009-04-25T17:43:00.002+07:00

I'M SO FUCKING DOOMED!

h e l l o h b l o g g e r s ! !
your in syakirah's blog!
heh, okay, im outta my mind.
im so bored and i dont know what to do.
im stucked in exam.
im scared that i cannot focus in my exam!
im so sucked up!
i scared i cannot think maths and sci formula and FAILED!
last minute going tution and hope i would catched up all my weakest subject.
ahh, im doomed!
really2 doomed.
and here's the boom!
BOOM!
sucked.
ok im done, cus it getting sucked and fucked,
goodbye, sweetest people.

another one week to study and exam!
wish me good luck and i wish you good luck too!

2009-04-21T09:01:00.002+07:00

ok people, im suck.
as you knoow that im lazy to post blog.
i only post blog RANDOMLY when i wanted to.
hahaha.
sucha lazy girl, syakirah.
ok, school fine.
nothing to say bout sch.
oh, last few day ago, my family esp my sister talked about my ex- . -
ergh, out oof sudden they are O P E N minded.
they said that how much ex do i have.
and then who is my ex.
so far they know 2 of my ex.
soo irrtating.
but actually, so fun!
hahahaha.
ok, so sucked actually.

exam count down, F I F T E E N M O R E D A Y S ! !

2009-04-10T21:01:00.002+07:00

hello.
dang, long time nvr update.
busy with facebook, tagged.
fuck, i really inlove with that mister.
fuck, i really miss with that mister.
fuck, i really need him to be mine.
muahahahaha.
ok, im sotted out.
im just so bored and i have noting better to do.
hoh.
btw, shahira, that post is like long time ago and you want to be sad?
ala, ignored lah.
that time i was outta my mind cus i was fucking angry with you lah.
just dont make this popped up again.
and and, im so sorry if i make you mad or whatever shit.
really, so sorry, i know im bad mouth, bad friend and fucking shit towards you.
please, forgive me.
just that im so sorry.
forgive me, dol mat?

2009-03-26T21:22:00.003+07:00

hello.
well, i think im inlove someone but oh well, he like someone else.
oh well, too bad for me.
damn.
stange thing that im inlove with him.
hahaha.

oh, fitri,
i miss you so much. your bday is coming. what should i buy for you, dear? hmmm. well, let see loh dear. i wont forget about you. well, i love you to the bits♥ hee.

2009-03-18T18:04:00.005+07:00

eheheh, hello.

psst, i want to say something.
tmrw, i fly to batam already and it supper fast!!!
i mean time flies by like so fast.
haa-.-
so i'll be back on sunday.
and one more thing, i cut my fringe stright.
ahh.
actually, i want to cut slunted but looks like funneh.
so i cut stright lor.
mum cut for me.
free of charge summore.
damn, me and hazri will miss you guys;(
see the sad (soo pathetic) face frm us to you:(

but, dont worry, we'll be fine, see, the smile( again, pathetic face he have) on our face?
:/ :)

then, goodbye, sweeties.
hug and kisses. frm hazri and syakirah♥

2009-03-13T09:30:00.002+07:00

ok, ppl.
i noe i long time nvr update.
i am so lazyyyyyyyy bump to do blog, friendster, face book.
ahhhhhhh-.-
on nineteen to twenty two, i went to BATAM again,
shopping(:
today, is the last say of sch and im gonna miss my friends alot!
so long, sweetie suckers(:
maybe, i might not be active in blog, friendster and facebook.
buzy and lazy lah,
hee.

dont make me hate you again cus im in love with you.

2009-02-20T09:20:00.002+07:00

convo with that geek in green specs in lab.
and i know, we sucha lame asshole ppl, but do read it cus its fun and lame!

I know, beside me, that is THEA SHARNIEZA, is super lame and she’s really not the coolest. Sucha nonsense and childish! HUAHUAHA! And shes not cool but she’s geek in the green specs! But one thing, she’s pretty like hell until I hate her a lot! My one and only enemy! Hahahhahahahaha. Ouh just shut that fuck up or that shit up! Ouh, what so ever, teeass. Yre the one whos like kembang cus many ppl says yre pretty! I didn’t say you kembang, but yr nose is, stupid! Hahahahahahahha. Ouh, yr fucking cold not cool! HAHAHAHAAHA. Pffft. And who asked you to be kembang when I say you cool, teeass? Hahaha, dasar kau kembang! I know, lah, I didn’t asked you to be kembang!!!! What2? Sorry, I didn’t hear you say cus a bee stung my ear! Hahahaha. =.= I dint see uh. A lil bit blind when you say pretty, uh. and please just shuat that fuck up lah, my ear gonna burst soon! dala, im didnt want to entertain the geek in green uh. wated my time alot sia!

2009-02-14T16:50:00.003+07:00

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - yes, i am single(:
2. Are you happy - uhhuh. happy(:
3. Are you bored - yup. im bored
4. Are you fair - uhuh, i think?
5. Are you Italian - uhhuh!, i am! hahaha. nahh.
6. Are you intelligent - hmmm. let me think.
7. Are you honest - for sumtimes.
8. Are you nice - superduper nice:D
9. Are you Irish - no.
10. Are you Asian - yes, i am Asian!

TEN FACTS, (no its nine facts lah deyy!)

1. Full Name- Syakirah Atiqah Bte Samsul Bahar!♥
2. Nicknames - Syak. short and simple.
3. Birth place - Kandang Kerbau Hospt.
4. Hair color - brown, black, black, brown.
5. Natural hair style - middle parting.haha. nahh. idk hw to explain uh, see me loh!
6. Eye Color - black, blackish.
7. Birthday - twenty nine june one nine nine four, happy birthday to me!
8. Favorite color - YELLOW, bright colour uh!
9. One place you'd like to visit - the whole world, universe, planets.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love - yes, i am, many times.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - nahh, i dont. for sometimes.
3. Do you currently have a crush? - uhhuh.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally?- for sometimes only.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - yes. sorry!
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - err, yah, i guessed.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - uhhuh, alot of times!
8. Are you afraid of commitment - yes, i am afraid.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - hazri? idk ah.
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - cannot recall who ah.

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - ♥.
2. Hard liquor or beer - soya bean~! haha.
3. Cats or dogs - cute cats.
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - tiny winy bestfriend(:
5. Creamy or Crunchy - BOTH!.
6. Pencil or Pen - pen, pencil
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - romantic night in.
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness.
9. Night or day - Day and night
10. IM or phone - Phone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - uhuh. no.
2. Seen a polar bear - yes lah!
3. Done something you regret - duhhh, yarr!
4. Bungee jumped - bungeee jumped?
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - cannot recall. hahaha.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - nono.
7. Been caught naked - yes, since i was a cutie baby! aww!-.-
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - yes lah.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - i think, yes uh.
10. Wanted to disappear - not a alllllll.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - bothh.
2. Light or dark hair - anything lor.
3. Hugs or kisses - hugs and kisses(xoxo)
4. Shorter or taller - taller!
5. Intelligence or attraction - dont know. it should follow by its heart uh.
6. Topman or Zara - both ah.
7. Funny or serious - funny wunny.
8. Older or Younger - older like my grandmother age? nahhh.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing and quiet.
10. Sweet or Bad - SWEETIES !

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - uhhuh.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yes, many time!
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - no, i walking on my feet.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - yah, my house! haha.
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team - no, but i wished to.
6. Ever been on a dance team - yah, i think. teribble.
7. Ever been on a sports team - yah, i think.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - dont know.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - no. i want limo!
10. Ever been in a rap video? - nonono.

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - my daddy.
2. Last person you hugged - hazri?
3. Last person you hung out with - sister.
4. Last time you worked - worked as students and child.
5. Last person you talked to - sister.
6. Last person you IM'd - what the shit is IM'd?
7. Last person you texted - alep.
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Family.
10. Last website visited - blog.

TEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS

1.sash
2.fitri dear
3.syamimi
4.Sofia
5.sandra
6.bas
7.those who
8.want to
9.do, u may you
10.do this thingy thing.

2009-02-14T15:00:00.002+07:00

1stly i wanted to say that "happy valentine's day to people on earth! hope you will be with your love one whoever it is, yr bf/gf, friends/bestfriend, apek,amoi, whoever it its lah!"

hello.
no, today, im not going for valentines day. thought that i wanna valentines day at library(study loh!), then, ended up, cnnt. tmrw then i go study with aqilah. yest, went to airport taking my sis friend/bf, ahhh, idk uh, frm new zeland. fuhh, i was really sleeply that time. eat at popeye, then go to arival there waiting for abg ijal. he bought me a keychain," i love nz". thanks horr. ahh, im alone again at my hse. sososo bored!!! bye, sweeties(:

2009-02-09T18:54:00.000+07:00

fuck, today is soo fuck that shit up man!
recess, i really mad with this one girl.
a little chit chat with her;
i said: eh, stop flirting with fareez, org tk suke tgk uh. ramai org ckp mcm gitu. jgn pegang2 die ni sume. please, dont flirt with him. okay?
she said: whatever!
ok, i get mad to her and rolled eyes to her and syukri saw it. well, he dont mind cus he dont really like her.
after sch;
ok, i accidently kick at her ribs and didint put on force.
talking session,
i said: i am so sorry. i didnt mean it.
she said: ape ni, 1st kau ano hp rosak, then kau tendang aku, pas tu kau nak bunuh aku?
how dare she talked to me like that?
i swear, i didnt mean to kicked her. its not on purpose, its just an accident.
i said: i am sooo sorrry and really didnt mean it to do that.
she said: tk habis2 ckp sorry ngan didnt mean it.
showing her fucking face and still have some words she said to me(well i forgot)
i get mad and shouted to her and walking away frm her. freaking mad. at least i apologies to her then saying"hahahha. serve you right" right?
fuck.
a tiny winy prob become biggy gigantic prob.
she crying, and attracting people attention. why must she be crying? urgh. but i feel soooo soorrry for her sia. what should i do? andand, one more thing, she's my bestfriend.
urgh, people like syukri, bas, atikah, syaf, thea, anis, basil, rustam trying to make me smile and forget abt that prob. thanks sweeties(: love ya♥

2009-02-06T09:30:00.000+07:00

"damn you, SYAFIQAH!"

OH, SYAFF, damn you why you post abt the BOOBS thingy? hahaha. i do have boobs, why you jealous arr? mine more sexier hor! hahahahahahaha. my boobs, and my problem whether i can touch it or not. you touched mine before wad. sexy right? huahuahua. btw, i love yr butt! i want to smack yres can? andand we use the same bra colour together. thea spoiler lah. damn, if not, we all use the same colour. -.-btw, i miss you, thea, bas so much. turst me, i miss you.
I KNOW, I KNOW, I POST MY BLOG IS A BIT DISGUSTING TODAY. for TODAY only horrr!
frezzzzzzzzzing cold.

2009-02-03T15:43:00.000+07:00

I LOVE YOU BUT I CANT, FUCK THAT MAN!

heyho(:
yeah, im in comp lab, having ICT enridchment programm.
damn yeah, MS SYAZ is the gerek teacher on earth!
she didnt mind if we use vulgarities to each other and etc.
she's even says bad word to us too!
fun bodoh!
read, syaf, thea blogs and they talked abt her too!
damn, im cold.
swear, im cold.
ahh, love you but i cant. can i confess to you that i love you? butbut, im scared, not scared like shy2 but i scared things might get even worse. i would do anything for my love ones. for me, let my love one first then myself. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, darn you, syakirah!

2009-01-30T09:35:00.000+07:00

waddsupp, ppl?!
darn, im cold.
in comp lab.
brrrrr.
waliaoleh, i read my old blog like WTS?
sooo funny, i have so many mmrys at that blog.
hahaha.
im becoming more and more kecoh at class lah.
haahahahahaha.
bye, love ya ppl.
eh, say bye back lah you! sombong. hmph!

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING, I AM SUPERDUPER L A M E AND IM PROUD OF IT♥ thank you(:

2009-01-27T20:13:00.000+07:00

ahh bored.
short and simple.
bye pretty.
yeah you, yah you, no, nt you, dont be paiseh lah, alamak, move aside lah!, errr, you, eh, sorry wrong people, hee, sorry hor!, ahhh, you, yah you, ala, dont be scared lah. i noe, i noe, i supa dupa L A M E. dont need to tell me, cus i can see by myself. hahahahaha. i noe ppl getting lame, like me! hahahaha. im soo kembang, man, haha.

2009-01-21T19:31:00.000+07:00

BRIGHTER THEN SUNSHINE♥

heyyo.
hey, i cut my hair(:
if you want to see, see me at sch lor.
now, talk talk with shahira in phone.
ended already.
haha.
hey, im bored.
im alone at house.
and im supa bored.
nobody at my house.
and super duper bored=.=
darnit.
i want to go shopping lah.
hpe this fri went shopping sia.
please?????
hey, im bored, so goodbye.
so goodbye cus im bored.

L O V E, i love you and you love me~

2009-01-19T15:04:00.000+07:00

today is so boring!, i mean schooolll man.
745-800; as usual, talk with teeass, pledge, talk with teeass again since we are both partners, off to class and lastly read!

800-0910; have EBS and yeah, fun with mr vincent lim around and crack his jokes, hahaha, and have test on this thursday! arghhhhhh! help me! lame lah you, syakirah-.-

0910-1020; ouh, mr phua, his story again. take abt 20 mins then started studying maths. ayia, for wad want to go thru last year hmework? mine, at the dustbin long time already. hahahaha.

1020-1055; science. hahaha. fooling around. asked mr L A M E to teached me bck but i was looking around at my area, talked with azruul, masaage qiang kai forhead cus got a lump in his head( y noe wad?, he's a sissy boy) and then, MR L A M E scolded me. huahuahua-.-

1055-1130; breaaaakkkkkkkkkk.

1130-1240; english..... hahaha. eheh, i have new name, named, syakirah YONG. hahahahha. well, need to write yong behind cus english form filling lah. hahaha-.-.-.-.-

1240-1250; assembly!!! chinese new year performance. duhh, boring. saw sec 3 camp like, whahahahahahaha, funny. and feel like I MISS CAMP BUT NOT THE INSTRUCTORS PLEASE, i mean i miss the activities, camp songs, cheering, "repeat after me" thingy, aeroplane cheer, makan cheer, etc. boohoo):

after school, teman sofia for her band then off too hme.

and later, i think off to orange building, i mean cwp, with sister love♥ hahaha. wondering what im wearing it ltr on, naked maybe? haha, nah, i wont naked around showing off my sexy body around the public. hahahhahhaha. free show mah? in your dreams. huahuahua. tatatititutu, goodbye!

ouhhh yeahh, yippie yippie yeahh~

2009-01-17T17:01:00.000+07:00

heyyo, yest, came bck frm camp. damn, im getting darker man! fuckfuckfuck, i hate it sia. grr. all my body is aching. andandand, i hate the camp but i like the activities; only i hate kayaking. it sucks. really. i nearly lost my voice cus i shouted like hell. hahaha. the camelot, woah, sucks right, ppl? camp voyage is better man! argh. alright, im done ppl, so long suckers.

Three T One i love, i hate, i adore♥

2009-01-11T21:03:00.000+07:00

heyyo.
darn, tired, just came bck frm home.
went to sungai road, bugis street, arab street, cwp since 12 till 9 pluss!
fuhh!
dang, nxt wed off to camp.
need to bring 2 bags!
haiya.
i packed up things for camp already.
yeah, semangat sia.
i hope its fun.
bye, love ya all.

baby, i miss you but i hate you. i cant look at yr smiles and yr eyes cus its make me to fall for you again. damn, why?

2009-01-05T17:47:00.000+07:00

heyyo!(:
yeayeayea, lazy to update nowadays.
hahahar.
yea, finally, sch reopen last friday.
yea!!
much better to go to sch BACK, then eat, sleep, shit all day long at home doing nothing.
harharhar-.-, well not really, actually.
sch was great, babeh!
new classmates, new classroom, brand new me, new teachers, new everything, some people changed, well, some are not, getting pretty, handsome, matured, harharharrrrr, aww, its great!
andandand, next week, darn yeah!, have a sec three camp at changi coast blablabla.
hope its fun like camp voyage, man, yeah, atikah know how fun we had in that camp.
goodbye, everybodeh!

love by me♥

batam picturrre♥

2008-12-24T13:08:00.000+07:00

BATAM PICTURE♥

2008-12-23T15:52:00.000+07:00

heyyo.
yeah, i noe its longlong time i nvr update.
buzy lah.
nxt week, sch reopen already(:
hu hu!(:

at last, my wishes came true. we are back together like we use before. please, no more fighting or quarreling. i hope we could be together till the end. im super happy. please. dont make it happen again. thanks, god.

2008-12-06T17:48:00.000+07:00

"we just lost control"

heyyo.

just came back from cwp with fitfit.

yeah, darn tired.

1stly, we went to hospt to visited faizal.

FITRI, YOU VERY KECOH LAH.

haha.

really! kecoh sey.

faizal's right eye swollen.

that uncle really2 siao2 lahh.

how dare he hit faizal's face at the railing ?!

until blood ooze out at his face.

he cant eat since yest till he out of hopst.

he say that he hungry.

want macflurry, kfc, much more.

kecian arr.

he still can talked to fitri and me while he was hungry and restless.

hiaz.

then we off.

go to IMM, cwp.

say bye2 to fitri, off to hme.

so boring arr.

dnt noe wad to do.

so, so long, suckers!

hahahahhaha.

fit, for you;

YOU SO KECOHKECOHKECOH!

2008-12-05T17:52:00.000+07:00

"and i, i dont want to speak this words

cus i, i dont want to make things any worse."

YOYOYO!
helloooooo.
yeah, my mood like soo fuc.king happy without a reason.
muahhhahaha.
woo, lil tomato bought his sch uni and p.e.
hahaha.
sungguh!, he loook cuteeee in that sch uni.
i saw his face expression cannot wait to school.
nxt weeek off to BATAM on sundaylah guyss.
want anything?
i buy 4 you.
hahaha.
wahh, SYAFF balik on 14 lah.
tk dpt bump onto her.
tssk.
belon off to bali.
no time to msg him bck to say, have a safety trip.
ouh, well!
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebaybey♥

2008-12-01T15:33:00.000+07:00

one more post; PLEASE? batam; here i go again!

yes ah!, go batam on 14 to 16! cannot wait sia! hmm, dreamming what to buy at there. new clothes, stationary, snacks, bags, ahhh many lah. all the things there are cheap y'know! should wait, should wait. maybe, this fri buy books uhh. then, saturday, go sembawang bitc h, yeah!, with family. wahh, so many plans. cannot wait! ok, done.

2008-12-01T14:35:00.000+07:00

heyyo.

twentee nine novemberrr, LATE NIGHT ARE LOVED!

Sister asked me out to city hall to meet her friends. fuhh, it was super fun. they very friendly lah. at night went to esplanade, watched the band(not more then 5 mins then relax one corner). we take photo, laugh2, talk2, more lahh. funny lah. reached home at 11 plus. then off to bed cus SUPER TIRED!

thirtee novemberrr, HAPPY BIRTHDAY; RIFQI!

rifqi 2nd birthday. saw ERIC!; wah, he so big aready lah. same age as hazri. last time, mummy took care of him and his brother when he was a baby on last three years. ala, tk dpt tgk hazriq. went to zoo. wonder, how hw looks like. eric was super friendly. he make friends with hazri. wanna see their photo? not only them but birthday boy also.

Eric and hazri. peace to you guys!

naufa nuwairah. singing hppy bday song lah.

afi ilhan; rifqi brother. PEACE!

rifqi, bdae boy. wad should be inside?

eric.

the power ranger cake.

mummy and kak yus; eric mother.

TOMATO; HAZRI.

2008-11-28T12:53:00.000+07:00

just finishing mandi for tomato(hazri)
fuhh, he smell like tomato sauce y'know!
next year, he sch at pap.
nusery 1 tweety.
so fast uhh.
he be schling near my hse there uhh.
maybe primary at here too.
now he talk alottttt.
haiya, cnnt tahan uhh.
parot2.
everyday, always says to me"printess kakak ika! bangun!" repeatedly.
soo irrit loh.
mummy asked him to call me princess kakak ika so thats y he called me that!
haiyerrr.
nxt week, wanna follow mummy take his sch shirt.
confirm cutee!
haha.
boring lah.
nothing to do at hme.
nds cnnt play cus itchy hand delete some games and song until terrdelete one file until cnnt play!
ayiah!
byebye.

new skins, accident motorcycles.

2008-11-23T16:42:00.000+07:00

heyyo.
yeah, ive change my blogskins.
im loving it.
batam, wait for me!
yeah, nxt month im going to BATAM.
hpe the plan still work.
gonna buy alot of things there.
yeah, last two days, my uncle had a accident at 11pm with his fiance.
pity thm;(
me, my sis and bro watching Madagascar 2 escape frm Africa, then the phone rings.
it was my uncle.
he said he had an accident motorcycle.
it was the other motorcyclist, the particular guy fault.
well, dnt know how to explain.
but theparticular guy said it was my uncle fault.
fuck lah!
that particular guy just passed his license so thats why!
mummy, dad, bro rush to hospital at 2 a.m.
well, i want to follow but my says no.
wth?
mummy go hme at 6 a.m.
when i woke up, i saw my uncle sleeping.
ouch!
bruises here and there, the skins all peeled off, plaster at his hands and legs.
eww!
just now, he peeled all the plaster at his hand and saw the bruises.
it was superr scarry, y'know!
eww.
gross.
i had this weird dream, well not that kindda weird that always playing on my mind.
haiya, wth?
goodbye(:

2008-11-17T12:35:00.000+07:00

heyyo,
wth, its raining outside.
grr.
so boring sia at hme.
got nothing to do-.-
i've been sleeping late nowadays.
haha.
yesterday, finished watching korean drama, again=.=
been msging wtih someone until midnight.
not only midnight, until 2 to 3 am.
huahua.
yea, lucky ive been friend with him cus he can teman me.

currently, i miss my friend.
guess who?
siti fitri qamaliah, 2T1 bebs and dudes, belon, hariz.
yea, i think thats all.

siti fitri qamaliah♥

i miss you lah, dearr.
bile nak kuar same2 lagi?
oh, ppl, she is great.
totally great person.
she's caring, fun, my laughing guts, pretttyyy, cute, creative and more lah.

2t1 bebs and dude.

i miss you guys lah. nvr fails to make me laugh.haha. well, sumtimes. zulaikha, she go to 3t2. haiyo. gonna miss her much lah. she's been always by my side. grrr. wads wrong with you? no turning back, zulaikha.

belon, hariz and afiq.

yea, triplets of them, i miss them equally. they always make me smile, really.well, im not going to seee belon and hariz anymore at sch ahh. bt still, i can msg and chat with them. hariz always pinched my cheeks and nxt year, hah, no more leh. bt, its annoying you know! haha.

the day of my colour, yellow(:

2008-11-10T18:23:00.000+07:00

heyyo, ppl.
holiday super suck, right?
aish.
i've completely finished watching korean movie just now.
"biscuit teacher and star candy"
yeah, my fav korean drama.
its fun, sad, heart ache to watched it.
hahaa.
i watched it at youtube last week and sis asked me to buy the dvd last few days.
yeah, i was happy, totally happy when sis asked to buy it.
hahaa.
afternoon till early morning i watched it without eating and sleeping.
i love their love story.
especially, the ending love.
idk why i sooosooo loved to watched korean drama.
haha.
yeah, all because of my sis, who teached me.
hahaha.
i really miss someone sooosooo much and that is, FRIENDS.
miss their laughter, smile, memories and so much more.
no more 2T1 nxt year.
aish.
i would like to remain in 2T1.
until i graduated.
but, cannot.
some go to 3T1 and some 3T2.
aish.
well guys, im gonna miss you all.
my story has ended here, there still other time, annyeong!

the day of my colour; black.

2008-11-01T13:12:00.001+07:00

hey, yo.
ok, holiday really sucks.
so damn fcuking bored sia.
anyone, asked me out.
hhaha.
my hamster becoming mre and mre.
i bought 2 hamster on last 2 mth, gray and white.
then they give birth 2 baby at hari raya, again, gray and white.
another 2 baby on depavalli, maybe, GRAY AND WHITE!
yeah, bt they cute(:
very cleaver.
hoho, who's the owner, me(:
hahaha.
ok, aku bored, medak kat rumah=.=
bye.

ok, im gonna miss my friends♥

2008-10-21T10:49:00.000+07:00

hey yo.
yeah, im in comp lab palying comp, as per normal.
lesson becoing more and more boring since there are no lessons.
bored, bored, bored.
yeah, holiday another 2 more days.
cant wait, wee!
yeah, many plans on holiday, i guessed?
haha.
i wanna find money again.
i mean duit raya.
money broke lah.
ok, gtg.
no good news today.
hahaha-.-

im finding someone new, the right one for me. who could it be? is it YOU?

exams and raya.

2008-10-15T17:09:00.000+07:00

hey, yo.
yeah, i noe long time nvr update.
it took about 1 mth mayb?
haha.
bz and cnnt play computer cus of exam and raya.
well, im lucky today cus i can update my blog right now.
tmrw, nt sureee.
talking about exam, i got 1 u graded and that is math.
i got 49 and it really2 wasted by 1 more mark.
fuck lah.
so i got
math- 49/100
english-81/140
sci-75/100
malay-73/100
dnt-50/100
cpa-65/100
well, its nt tat great, right?
i want to promote to 3t1 lah.
please!
okok, just need to be relax.
raya, is superb gerek.
so, here some picture.

ouh, meet, me, sisters', ulfa umairah, and naufa nuwairah.

meet, me, 1st sister, mummy, 2nd sister

meet, adam and his mum behind. ouh, superb cutekan?

meet, me, sis and adam. his bade is on leap years, cool yeah?

meet, me. haha. in the taxi lah.

mk cik2 and adik sedare.

ahmad dani and syed hadi. well, dani mre cuter(:

family and cousins.

me, nenek, sister, auntie, auntie, mummy.

2008-09-22T18:56:00.000+07:00

hey, yo.
last sunday go gelang.
haa.
saw belon, herlina and more.
haha.
gelang are super bored.
got many ppl at there.
then took mrt to go bck home.
in the mrt, i saw one mysterious guy sleeping on the floor.
hahaha.
lauging my guts out lah.
one bangla try to help him lean on the side of the wall but he refuse, still wanna sleep at ground.
haha.
got so many ppl crowded there sia.
then, i donnoe what happen to him nxt.
the picture is at my sis hp uh.
so cnnt let you all see.
till now,
goodbye♥

2008-09-16T20:02:00.000+07:00

happy birthday to shahira bte abdul ghani♥ double bestbud(:

hey, yo.
super boredm at hme.
change tagboard like haha, rainbow.
hahaha.
but kindda like it.
sch was super ok.
boredm at hme.
so,
goodbye♥

2008-09-15T18:02:00.000+07:00

hey, yo.
just finished eating.
just now, i went to starhub center at sembawang to check my sim card whether it can be used or it is not working.
it cannot be used so need to buy new sim card.
haiya.
now i use singtel.
ahaha.
those who didnt get my phone number, i give you later uh.
all number frm my old sim card, gone.
hahaha.
need to asked ppl number bck ah.
leceh btol!
haha.
syakirah ah yg buat leceh.
hohoho.
looked at the moon tonight, it is soo beautiful.
really.
goodbye(:♥

hahahaha.

2008-09-13T20:42:00.000+07:00

hey, yo.
haha.
jst bck frm lepaking with sibling and cousins.
haha.
it is so funneh.
we prank call ppl like wtf?
we prank call our auntie and cousins.
hahhaaha.
they still can talk with us although we talk craps.
i laugh like siao cha bo.
hahaha.
ok, wadever.
well, today i got nothing to say.
only the prank call.
ok then,
goodbye♥

- ♥ -

2008-09-12T14:48:00.000+07:00

eh, yo.
now, ive been fasting for 12 days already.
oh, now my stomach grumbling.
ouh, hungry, hungry, hungry.
ouh, thirsty, thirsty, thirsty.
mum, sis, brother went to johor without me and leave hazri with me.
haiya.
leceh, dengs.
couple more weeks to eoy.
well, all i want to say is, IM NOT READY, yo!
pray hard for me, pray hard for me!
dengs-.-
well, done for now.
goodbye(:

2008-08-29T15:02:00.000+07:00

happy teachers' day!
hell yeah, i miss mr nahar so much.
he's the greatest teacher in the world.
although he's strict, he is totally rocks.
i wish i could meet him once again.

school.
well, today quite fun lah.
ACES walk, having fun time in class, and teachers' day performance.
after sch.
go admps with syaf, thea, azueen and shahira.
hahahha.
kindda bored.
we just stood up there, doing nothing.
home.
superb bored. waiting for someone to chat with me.
hahaha.
expecting ppl to chat me.
hahaha.
=.=
well peeps, have fun for your one week holiday! and fasting too.
hahaha=.=

well, you are super lucky. lucky on earth. lucky in everything! =.= you really do.

i love you and i'll kept it for myself. i'll promise to myself not tell tell anyone in this world. i'll promise.

2008-08-26T16:24:00.000+07:00

hello.
serve you right, bodoh.
hahaha.
it represent to somebody i hate MOST.
i think some ppl knew who i talking to.
hahaha.
im bored.
really2 bored.
so, goodbye ppl i love!